Why not in english?!

I haven't posted anything here since a while.
I don't know why, maybe just lazyness or nothing really going on to post.. I don't know.
Yesterday, I had a very good talk to someone.
remembering things from the past, visualizing how much I learned through year of my life.
"Speaking" like this I may sound like I'm in my 60's, and my death is just around the corner.
Not at all, I'm feeling pretty confident with my life at the moment, I wish I could do better in loads of things, get other things over.. all that stuff that people have to do and never do.. do you know what I mean?! yeah.. more less like this.